It still hurts.
Like it was yesterday.
Like it was forever ago.
I don’t want the pain to go away.
I want to stop hurting.
A pack of newborn diapers.
In my face reminders.
A coworker asking how she will work with a new baby.
Things that should be.
Little kicks that should be felt.
Hiccups that should be keeping me awake.
Twilight bathroom trips that are no more.
My uterus is confused.
Yet another reminder…after reminder…after reminder.
Still looking for a reason.
We’ll never know.
Only God knows.
And it still hurts.